⚖️ jeanne catch-all

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Let me ask: did you move here all by yourself?

[ Jeanne is going to try to make a point here. ]

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[ ..... realistically probably not, but for the sake of this— ]

I took my time.

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Izumo.

[ She looks at the hole in her leg? That is still there? ]

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I'm not going let myself be a burden everyone who I come in contact with.

[ her hole is bandaged up!!! no one can see it. ...they can just. know its there. ]

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[ She sighs. ]

That isn't the point. But if you refuse to hear it, will you tell me what happened to get you into that state?

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One of those "adventures", similar to what you went on, I'm sure.

[ ...wow i don't know why i dm'd what i did when this came up just perfectly because. well... ]

Ruler, you're familiar with the rule about how two people from each team need to each kill a person in order to save the rest of their team, right?

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[ There is something that Izumo says that makes Jeanne pause for a second, as if she doesn't comprehend.

But she nods, her expression solemn. ]

I would call it less a rule and more of a condition, but what I know is that two members from each team must kill in order for the Removed to be revived.

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[ for once, izumo isn't nearly as solemn but more...in thought. scheming? that's probably the more accurate word for it. ]

And of those two kills, one of them must be intentional. I don't know if you've heard, but before tonight only one team had accomplished that.

[ but with four people dead..??? ]

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[ Scheming is bad for you, Izumo. ]

I would say after this week, there will be more than one team that has accomplished that.

[ She's just going to say what Izumo is implying. ]

Is one of those team yours, Izumo?

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[ it sure is!!!

but—she nods. jeanne is on the right track...ish. ]

...I don't know if you'd be willing to believe me, but no. My team isn't one of them. We weren't able to.

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I believe you, but how was your team unable to?

[ What... could stop them when the rules give people the opportunity? ]

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[ mods didn't want to deal with six bodies, probably, but icly she'll just shake her head. ]

I don't know. They slept through the night despite their intention.

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[ i know why oocly

Jeanne looks thoughtful, but she nods after a moment. ]

Tomorrow will be chaotic enough. At least your team still has another week to try.

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And we will.

[ if trial doesn't end in a tpk. ]

I just want to know how many other teams need to meet the criteria. Has your team made their move? I don't need to know what team it is, but only if they've taken action.

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[ Well, we'll see, won't we? That victim list sure is something. ]

Yes, my team has. We should have met the criteria this week.

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[ IT SURE IS. it's why she's thinking as she is. ]

I see, then that's two; only three more to account for.

[ ... ]

Ruler, if by some chance, you happen to find yourself in a situation where you know of a team who will be still lacking the necessary numbers—I'd ask you for to have them meet me. I'll gladly take that role.

[ aka please find someone to stab her. ]

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[ There is something she says that causes a flicker of confusion, but in a blink, it's gone.

She is silent for a moment. ]

Why are you offering yourself like this?

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Because if these murders have to take place then I, at least, want to give them someone who would be willing to make it easier on them.

[ and another reason as well, but that's neither here nor there. ]

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[ are we sure about that

Because Jeanne isn't so sure about that. ]

Is that the only reason? I'll only consider it if you're completely truthful about your reasons, Izumo.

[ Life and death aren't to be taken lightly. ]

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[ it sure isn't but they can be brought back??? if things go as planned. but...there's only a moment of hesitation before she lowers her head. ]

Alphinaud.

[ yeah yeah... ]

I will gladly fill in the roll of a victim if it means he will spared. I know for a fact that my team would not go out of their way to hurt him, but I don't know about others.

[ mob was so well liked??? she can't hold anything for certain anymore. ]

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[ Jeanne's expression softens. ]

Do you think Alphinaud would accept it so easily if you go? Even if we are working on bringing everyone back, that does not erase the pain of loss.

He will still feel losing you, Izumo.

Just as you would feel the loss of him, were he to go. Just as you fear how much you will feel if he does.

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[ shame izumo can't see it as she just folds further down on herself. ]

Losing someone isn't unfamiliar to anyone, especially to anyone here. Everyone has lost someone and I don't think myself any more special above anyone else, but just once—I want to be given the idea that I could protect someone precious to me.

[ she has lost someone nearly every week here or had a pretty terrible week for four weeks straight. just give her this one time. please... ]

I want to believe I can do something.

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Is it protecting someone if you also hurt them?

[ It's not pointed. It's only a question she wants to know Izumo's answer to. In truth, Jeanne's done much to hurt the people she cares for in order to do what she thinks is necessary, in order to do what she thinks she must.

In order to protect, Jeanne has also hurt. ]

There is more than one way to do something and to protect than offering your life, Izumo. Do you treasure his life more or his feelings?

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[ jeanne's final question to her has her thinking for a while. his life or his feelings? are those different things that she needs to consider? if he isn't alive then his feelings will become just like another memory... her words are firm when she replies, though there's an edge of desperation to it. ]

I treasure him. [ her treasures. how many of those does she have left? ] It's not like I want to be separated from him, but if that's what needs to happen to make sure that we do what's necessary and protect him? Then I'd do it.

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[ naru can you explain this time stamp

Feelings are never so clear cut or so easy to separate, so she won't point out how Izumo knows people will come back, if everyone can manage to coordinate things correctly.

Loss is still loss, not matter how it comes and no matter how long it lasts. ]

If you treasure him, please talk to him about it.

[ Jeanne is making a guess that Alphinaud doesn't know Izumo is going around asking people to kill her. ]

If you have his acceptance, I will consider it.